Did you ever wanna just wake up in the hospital and hear the doctor say shes not gonna make it. i have i dont wanna make it its not worth living and it will never start. well i may soound emtional but u hav no idea what i hav gone through. my mom giving me up for adoption. not only for the fact she didnt want me but cause she could not afford me cause she spent all her money on drinking when i was inside of her. i was 18in and 2 1/2 pounds and i stand at 4'9 and 73 pounds and now i hav alot of eating problem such as i cant gain weight and i hav to b really carfull casue i can lose weight in masses and not b able to gain in back. thank you mother.no worries she is dead now she died of overdosing on drinks.and this is her 5th year annerversry of death. now i live with a family that i get hit. and most of the time i will sleep outside on the lawn chairs and then if i get lucky i can sleep inside on a egg chair cussion on the ground in the guest room i dont have my own room. yea now you see what i do through. dont jugde or u will hav problems.
Friday, July 31, 2009
I Hate My Life
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1 comments on this Letter Never Sent:
I wish I could tell you everything will get better soon. It sounds like it won't from your letter. Get yourself some good friends and spend as much time as you can away from home. Stay in school, study hard. You will need to be able to support yourself as soon as possible, and will not have any help from them later. You are on your own kid. Growing up like this will make you a strong person. You will be 18 and able to be on your own before you know it.
My Dad abandoned me 40 years ago when I was 12. He is on his last few months alive now and I still haven't forgiven him and I won't ever. He chose alcohol over me. Now he must pay for it.
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