Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I'm Sorry For What I've Done

Letters We Never SentDear Family and Friends.

I'm sorry for what I've done. I know you'll never understand why i did it. I was doing so well. I was living each day after my fathers death, staying strong, looking after you all.

But it hurt me more than you'll ever know. I've been planning this for a long time. The only thing i regret is the sadness and anger i will leave you with.

I'm dead now, but i love you all, i dont blame any of you and none of you could have helped me with what i was going through.

Keep on living. Think of me once in a while, but do not mourn me. This is my decision. And it cannot be changed by what ifs.

I love you.

Teresa.


**** I never sent this, I never tried to kill myself, and i'm stronger because i fought against it. But i have several letter's just like this still sealed in their envelopes sitting in my cupboard. Reminding what i'm fighting for. and against.




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