Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I'm Sorry. I Love You.

Letters We Never SentI'm sorry for all what i am, cause all "i am" is loving you. every word, every whisper, every breath and every look i remember. You know I'm so far away from sadness, but also so far away from happiness cause i know you're far away.

All I'm wishing for you is a good life. i know I'm not the one who's in your heart but you've always been living deep inside. warm and secure.

You know since i left you to go in your own path my only friends are tears.. sadness.. and more love.

I know you wont know who am i.. and probably you wont know that this msg is yours but anyway hope when you read it something stings your heart and make it beat faster. then I'll know that you read it and I'll smile cause I'll be sure that it affected you.

It suffocates me to see you with someone else but thats my fate.. i don't know.. you just don't see me, you don't.


Sunday, February 17, 2008

To My Love

Letters We Never SentMy love I know I wont ever have the confidence to tell you this but this is true I loved you more than anything, still love you and will always be loving you...

I know you are not mine and can never be.I had dreamt about things which won't ever come true....but now that everything is so clear I still love you like anything because love is eternal, it cares for no beginning and no end.

You have a special place in my heart and no one else can take it I assure you this .. the broken and shattered pieces of my heart stil love u.

Love is a great feeling those who win in love are the luckiest people alive,but the other name for love is sacrifice and you know you are very lucky because you have someone who loves you like hell and can do anything to get a smile on your face.You mean a lot to me I am sacrificing my love , myself, my feelings for you.

You can't even guess how much I missyou.I have a lot of questions but no one to answer.I am living with this love and will die with this love.I have always been your's only.The tears in my eyes ,the beat of my heart are only taking you're name.

My life has changed.

You were like a wonderful heart touching breeze that blew everything away.I am like jotting down my feeling in a paper being damn sure you wont ever read this.In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.

True Love burns the brightest, But the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.True love stories never have endings.Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life I wont have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you..Sometimes I think the heart was made to be broken. Your closing your eyes to me, opened my eyes to you. I don't know how to not love you, I only know how to not let you go.One can not truly experience the beauty of love without enduring the pain that comes with it once it is lost.

If I were granted three wishes, they would be You, Me, Us.

I can't stop shedding my tears for you because losing you is like losing myself, but still I will be always loving you you're love


Friday, February 8, 2008

Never Have You Been Mine

Letters We Never SentI always knew I would be writing this letter. You have been my everything, but I know I've never been yours, despite all you told me at the beginning. My love for you drove me crazy. My imagination was as huge as my feelings. To me you were some kind of God, able to perform impossible tasks. I wanted my love story to be unique, special, and I made it so, in my madness. Almost five months now, since we got to know each other. I know everything would have been over after a few days, when you struck me with "It is starting to lose heat" .

It was like a slap on the face. Ever since, I've done all that was possible, in my situation, to keep you, part of you. If we have kept in touch, seldom met, it was because I wanted it , not you. You are an honest person. You have read in me. You know who I am, and you felt guilt and pity. Now that you have decided to ignore me, I can see things much more clearly.

I've loved you. You almost never did.

PS: I'm still insane, being as sure as hell you're gonna read this letter.